I can't sleep... again.
I completely exhausted myself during martial arts class earlier tonight, well yesterday now, but yet I can't sleep. I've learned not to fight it, it's futile. The longer I go before I fall asleep, the more I think about the fact that I can't sleep. Then the negotiation starts -
"I'll be ok if I can just get 4 hours. 4 hours will be enough right?"
"I'll be ok if I can just get 3 hours. 3 hours will be enough right?"
"Can I get at least two? Or should I just go to work now. At least I won't be sweaty when I get there cuz the sun isn't up yet."
So I think movies filmed with digital cameras look crappy on tv if they're not broadcast in hi-def. Revenge of the Sith is on, but it's not on the main HBO channel so it's not in hi-def and it looks crappy. Not the usual crappy that a media snob like myself appoints to regular television. I really do think that because it's a digital movie, it just looks crappy in anything less than 480p. And if you don't know what that means then good luck being invited over to my place for movie night.
People have told me I should meditate. I think I can sort of meditate when I can't sleep. The problem is after a while I can actually feel myself falling asleep, which interrupts the meditation cuz I get excited that I'm falling asleep, which basically wakes me up. Maybe I should go straight for the Ambien. I certainly get enough emails about it every day. Or maybe I should buy that movie Supernova starring Angela Bassett. Don't get me wrong, I love Angela Bassett. I wish she'd do more movies. But when I rented that movie about 5 years ago, it put me to sleep 3 nights in a row. I think I actually took it back to the video store without watching it. I finally did see the entire movie on cable later. eh
I need a break from my life.